still rushing for my webpage design assignment wit thm~~
bt 2day diff...
jian haur din join us~~~
cz....i make him angry edi....>.<
sori..i nt mean tat.....jz jk wit u ~~~reali....aihZzzzz...
hope he wil b fine 2ml..whn c me....
i knw..HE WILL...^^
2ml is wednesday..
all of thm will go bac to hometown..
jz left me n sk...
sobzzzzz..
i reali miss home..n u guys...
klin~shan~seng~zhu~wh~seow~kw~yang~ern~
wat u guys doin nw?
whr n hw u guys wil celebrate christmas ....i wonder~~~
reali hope can join u guys..sobZzzzz...
tis year~
1st time celebrate wit thm~TB7 kaki...
bt nt reali wish to go...
cz thy invite those lecturer join us..
aihZzzz..feel kik kik dei
bt thn...edi promise thm..
sure wanna go..
hope lou ye and jian haur wil go...>.<....
ytd jz end our sociology presentation~
well done...get gd comment frm miss kow..
bt...information nt enf~gonna do again...
aihZzzzz.shemfushemfu damn shemfu~
assignment cm non-stoping...
i wanna slip welwel!!!!
stil got 4presentation...1assignment...2report~~~
who can help me....reali tired wit all tis...
christmas cming around~
feel nt reali hapi...
no christmas present~~sobzzzz..
haha..jkjkjk...
jz hope every1 can enjoy the christmas party.....thn edi enf~~~~
arrgghhh!!!stil design~ing my webpage~hmm..agak agak 2day cant go slip oso de la~~~
christmas muka oso chan~~~chamcham
GAMBATEH!!!!i mus finish it within 2day!!!!!hmm!!!!cancancan!!!nehneh~~~
GV ME UR POWER~~~~TOK TO MY LEG~~HAHA...XD..!!!
TM KIA~~~~~yt vyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvy miss u guys~~~sobZzzzzz......
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Finally~~~~
finally..finally..finally...................
management assignment~
writting for business progress report 1&2~
press conference: host and media ~
marketing assignment~
mid-term sociology~
all GAO DIM!!!!!in tis 2weeks~~~
feel reali relax nw~~~lalala....can fly~~~~~~~~~~haha
well done and thks to all my groupmate...although tis 2weeks reali suffer~ing us...
cant slip wel...feel stress..all tis kind of feeling cm out....
nw...can relax lerrr..hahaa...n 1 thg~
thks to u guys......v reali done well in our press conference~~~^^....
我們的努力是沒有白費的~
2day is tong zhi~make tang yuan wit doraemon and jian haur til nw~~6.29a.m
haha..nvm~2day plan go to mingming thr celebrate wit thm~~~
thn at nite plan tuan yuan wit zihong thm~~~~haha....6dung 1 flower~
tis year cant go bac~~damn miss home...T.T..
christmas is cming soon~
nex thursday~
aihzzzz..cant go bac...friday got presentation..sakit hatinya~~~
reali miss thm~~~.........
luckily v plan celebrate at ming thr~..
wel...mum wil cm n find me on thurs..heee...accompany me~
cz tat day got RAPE case happened again!!!!!arrgghhh..duno who sui yan!!!tembak u gaogao!!potong u didi!!!gam hap sap!!!make us go out oso feel scarescare!!!herr!
relax mai tis 2day thn gonna bok sak ler~~~~
stil hv to rush for sociology presentation, writting for business presentation, press release and webpage design assignment....
panda eyes,swelling face again~~~shem fu~~~~
reali miss tm kia~~~~whn can v meet leh???sobZzzzzzz.....
Will u guys wait me celebrate christmas???i wonder~~~~~~
Bes frens~~~~~~dung and flower!!
management assignment~
writting for business progress report 1&2~
press conference: host and media ~
marketing assignment~
mid-term sociology~
all GAO DIM!!!!!in tis 2weeks~~~
feel reali relax nw~~~lalala....can fly~~~~~~~~~~haha
well done and thks to all my groupmate...although tis 2weeks reali suffer~ing us...
cant slip wel...feel stress..all tis kind of feeling cm out....
nw...can relax lerrr..hahaa...n 1 thg~
thks to u guys......v reali done well in our press conference~~~^^....
我們的努力是沒有白費的~
2day is tong zhi~make tang yuan wit doraemon and jian haur til nw~~6.29a.m
haha..nvm~2day plan go to mingming thr celebrate wit thm~~~
thn at nite plan tuan yuan wit zihong thm~~~~haha....6dung 1 flower~
tis year cant go bac~~damn miss home...T.T..
christmas is cming soon~
nex thursday~
aihzzzz..cant go bac...friday got presentation..sakit hatinya~~~
reali miss thm~~~.........
luckily v plan celebrate at ming thr~..
wel...mum wil cm n find me on thurs..heee...accompany me~
cz tat day got RAPE case happened again!!!!!arrgghhh..duno who sui yan!!!tembak u gaogao!!potong u didi!!!gam hap sap!!!make us go out oso feel scarescare!!!herr!
relax mai tis 2day thn gonna bok sak ler~~~~
stil hv to rush for sociology presentation, writting for business presentation, press release and webpage design assignment....
panda eyes,swelling face again~~~shem fu~~~~
reali miss tm kia~~~~whn can v meet leh???sobZzzzzzz.....
Will u guys wait me celebrate christmas???i wonder~~~~~~
Bes frens~~~~~~dung and flower!!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Assignment~~~~v surrender >.<
finally..finally..finally....
PASS UP DA MANAGEMENT ASSIGNMENT EDI...
yeah!!!!!!
stil hv marketing assignment....gonna pass up on thursday..
finish edi..bt thn gonna gv nawin check b4 pass up...
leganya.....
3.49 A.M nw...
jz cm bac frm MM...
makan...=.=''''..dinner...haha...
yy leh??
cz jz after lsk presentation terus go to Zzzzzzzzz..damn tired....
tis few days oso rushing for tat 2 assignment...ytd edit whole assignment..
their grammar reali 'LENG'...chinese slang all cm out...
4.30p.m++ slip until 10p.m..geng..
tats y nw cant go to slip...@.@..
well.....she did well in her presentation...n her tok shw..nt bad...quite funny...
bt thn thy get lowest marks among 3group....nvm la...as wel as can enjoy urself in da presentation...
i knw her fren- jia hui nt reali wan us go watch their presentation....ur mother business laa...
v go thr jz support lsk....nt u ...:p..no ppl wil focus on u ....ZHOU BA GUAI!!!herrrr..blekk!!
heheeee....
mingming oso present 2day..he loks vy lengzai~~~~@.@..... jian haur vy MAN jz nw....scold ppl....cz thy make noise whn mingming present....langsung no respect him~~~~>.<...
anyway...congratulation for those present 2day...done well^^...
doraemon zd edi...kip act daib infrnt of us.. ply wit kuma...n sing kuma song.....
thn duno y..like virus....jian haur n siang oso influence by him..reali kii siiao~~
kip disturb me do assignment..zha dao~~~
exam will cming soon~~~~wednesday
9CHAPTER!!!!hw to study...
+ is socialogy..langsung xboleh baca la uncle..aihZZzzzzz...
luckily jz MCQ....50 question....
2ml stil got activity..fanZZzzzz.....whn assignment time onli cm n kacau ppl....arrgghhhh..make me cant study....
tis week reali bc wit all tis (icucicu)thgs :
~ midterm test- socialogy (wednesday)
~ marketing assignment (thursday)
~ progress report (friday)
~ press conferences (friday)
lucky socialogy presentation postpone to nex week..if nt reali kanasai~~~~nt enf time to prepare....
assignment reali got da power make us chan~~~~lou ye bcm lou lou ye edi.....doraemon kii siiao edi...jian haur got panda eyes..nt lengzai edi...pimples all cm out...kai jun almos sick edi..chamcham.....reali sakit hati c thm like tis...i oso wan lem edi...sakit kepala + feel vy hot inside.....
OH TUHAN KU~~~~PlSSssssss...SAVE US......!!!!!!
PASS UP DA MANAGEMENT ASSIGNMENT EDI...
yeah!!!!!!
stil hv marketing assignment....gonna pass up on thursday..
finish edi..bt thn gonna gv nawin check b4 pass up...
leganya.....
3.49 A.M nw...
jz cm bac frm MM...
makan...=.=''''..dinner...haha...
yy leh??
cz jz after lsk presentation terus go to Zzzzzzzzz..damn tired....
tis few days oso rushing for tat 2 assignment...ytd edit whole assignment..
their grammar reali 'LENG'...chinese slang all cm out...
4.30p.m++ slip until 10p.m..geng..
tats y nw cant go to slip...@.@..
well.....she did well in her presentation...n her tok shw..nt bad...quite funny...
bt thn thy get lowest marks among 3group....nvm la...as wel as can enjoy urself in da presentation...
i knw her fren- jia hui nt reali wan us go watch their presentation....ur mother business laa...
v go thr jz support lsk....nt u ...:p..no ppl wil focus on u ....ZHOU BA GUAI!!!herrrr..blekk!!
heheeee....
mingming oso present 2day..he loks vy lengzai~~~~@.@..... jian haur vy MAN jz nw....scold ppl....cz thy make noise whn mingming present....langsung no respect him~~~~>.<...
anyway...congratulation for those present 2day...done well^^...
doraemon zd edi...kip act daib infrnt of us.. ply wit kuma...n sing kuma song.....
thn duno y..like virus....jian haur n siang oso influence by him..reali kii siiao~~
kip disturb me do assignment..zha dao~~~
exam will cming soon~~~~wednesday
9CHAPTER!!!!hw to study...
+ is socialogy..langsung xboleh baca la uncle..aihZZzzzzz...
luckily jz MCQ....50 question....
2ml stil got activity..fanZZzzzz.....whn assignment time onli cm n kacau ppl....arrgghhhh..make me cant study....
tis week reali bc wit all tis (icucicu)thgs :
~ midterm test- socialogy (wednesday)
~ marketing assignment (thursday)
~ progress report (friday)
~ press conferences (friday)
lucky socialogy presentation postpone to nex week..if nt reali kanasai~~~~nt enf time to prepare....
assignment reali got da power make us chan~~~~lou ye bcm lou lou ye edi.....doraemon kii siiao edi...jian haur got panda eyes..nt lengzai edi...pimples all cm out...kai jun almos sick edi..chamcham.....reali sakit hati c thm like tis...i oso wan lem edi...sakit kepala + feel vy hot inside.....
OH TUHAN KU~~~~PlSSssssss...SAVE US......!!!!!!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
tired??slipi??hapi??
long time din update my blog....recently reali bc wit all the F*cking stuff.....make me reali tired wit all tis....aihZzzz
Wednesday 10-12-08
present our press conferences.......well done....Miss manvi satisfy wit it....hoho......goodgoodgood...
at night...
jz after our dinner.....kaijun walk bac wit us...
1ST TIME HOR~~~~~~hehe...
thn rushing for our marketing assignment....k@nasai....cz gonna pass up on monday....
nt reali serious doin tat....thn san ben around 1p.m....
Thursday 11-12-08 ~~~ Friday 12-12-08
2day vyvyvyvvy important.. Y?....assignment for da due date is cming....
2assignment + 1 presentation nt yt finish do.....
well done...
same as ytd....jz after dinner...walk bac
thn hving our assignment time on 8.30p.m.....
walao ehh....2day all oso loks serious.....
1st..time v rush assginment like tat....
whole house ppl slip edi...jz left me wit my groupmate...
lou ye..kaijun..dora and baby...
cook maggie for thm eat....cz feeling hungry edi....
all oso feeling tired and sleppy at tat time...
fortunetely...
siang cm suddenly...
he vy gd loor....
cm acompany us do assignment while his group jz finish the discussion section...
2ml class wil b on 8a.m....bt v all still putting oil on our assignment....kanasai..=.=''''
he brg many junk food for us....
v sambil doin sambil chit chatting...
countdown~ing time to go to westlake to c sunrise....kiisiiao~~~
2day geng.....many laptop v used....
dora laptop...sk laptop...damien laptop...baby laptop and oso mine 1....
walao...1st time...
v almos finish our assignment within 1day...
do until 6.30a.m....
shougong....
fetch kai jun go bac home...cz he did feel slipi edi...
all go bac home oso....
thn gather at my house....lap motor go westlake...
haha..at tat time ...lou ye ,me and siang went to dora house...
can feel it..tat he reali tired....jz went home...pintu no close..v went to his room...and wake him out....he reali shock whn c us..haha.....
ok..whn all cm edi....go westlake...
=.='''''...no sunrise c.....bad luck...
BT....
gv us c 1 4giok papa...(bian sek long)whn v walk to the new park....
=.=''''...reali scared me.....
thn around 8a.m...all went bac prepared..thn go to da practical class....
feel slipi....so cant concentrate on wad miss. wong teach...dei sei....haha...
well i gonna fly~ bac home 2day...
reali thks to the assignment..
make me whole nite din slip..
jz after the class...all go bac home...
included me...
i slip until without noticed tat my tutorial is over edi....
arrgghhh.....11a.m++ slip until 4.30p.m...
cham...luckily....
i can rush for the bus and fly bac here....
Saturday 13-12-08
went to kl 2day....wit my mum and bro....brg him go mid valley shppoing..cz his birthday is cmnig around and v cnt celebrate wit him...so jz brg him go jlnjln.....7.30p.m cm bac tm and go leong kei eat blackblack mee....=.=''''' nowadays da uncle cook nt reali nice to eat edi.....dissapointed..aihZzz.....
jz after home...klin ask for yc...kk..around 11p.m...go out wit thm....at 1st i nt reali wan to go...hmm..nvm laa...lng time no c thm..go out chui sui wit thm...
klin seowseow and shan go out nia....
hehe...
v went to ec cafe 1st....bt thn the shop wan ' DA YANG ' lerrr..thn v change to 2nd station...
bluegarden..
walaoehh....henry cm bac edi and he wanna join us YEMCHA..!!!...make my heart feel uncomfortable...my hand kip shaking..sobZzzz..sei klin kip tease me...arrgghh...
long time no c him edi....he did change alot....feel tat no topic wanna tok to him...
feel weird whn he join us yc....
sori..henry....reali....mayb i edi biasa go out without seeing u ~~~~~~
gome~~~
yc until almos 2a.m onli go bac home.....hehe...
tiredtiredtired~~~~
p/s: during tat time rushing for our assignment feel vy tired..bt i do like tat feel..can work and enjoy wit thm...although v face many pro on our assignment..bt whn loks at their tired face...vy funny....i reali enjoy all da time wit thm...especially kai jun..reali cute...reali like him...@.@.....^^...
feel sori to thm...cz tis few days they kip bc rushing for our group assignment..while i cm bac to tm can relax awhile....thks..frens..v guys reali sayang me....muacks~~~~thks doraemon tat do trust and confident wit me...@.@.....
whn da time i stay in tm..reali miss u guys.....hmm...hope tat ....our frenship will mantain like tis....kawankawan ku~~~~
Wednesday 10-12-08
present our press conferences.......well done....Miss manvi satisfy wit it....hoho......goodgoodgood...
at night...
jz after our dinner.....kaijun walk bac wit us...
1ST TIME HOR~~~~~~hehe...
thn rushing for our marketing assignment....k@nasai....cz gonna pass up on monday....
nt reali serious doin tat....thn san ben around 1p.m....
Thursday 11-12-08 ~~~ Friday 12-12-08
2day vyvyvyvvy important.. Y?....assignment for da due date is cming....
2assignment + 1 presentation nt yt finish do.....
well done...
same as ytd....jz after dinner...walk bac
thn hving our assignment time on 8.30p.m.....
walao ehh....2day all oso loks serious.....
1st..time v rush assginment like tat....
whole house ppl slip edi...jz left me wit my groupmate...
lou ye..kaijun..dora and baby...
cook maggie for thm eat....cz feeling hungry edi....
all oso feeling tired and sleppy at tat time...
fortunetely...
siang cm suddenly...
he vy gd loor....
cm acompany us do assignment while his group jz finish the discussion section...
2ml class wil b on 8a.m....bt v all still putting oil on our assignment....kanasai..=.=''''
he brg many junk food for us....
v sambil doin sambil chit chatting...
countdown~ing time to go to westlake to c sunrise....kiisiiao~~~
2day geng.....many laptop v used....
dora laptop...sk laptop...damien laptop...baby laptop and oso mine 1....
walao...1st time...
v almos finish our assignment within 1day...
do until 6.30a.m....
shougong....
fetch kai jun go bac home...cz he did feel slipi edi...
all go bac home oso....
thn gather at my house....lap motor go westlake...
haha..at tat time ...lou ye ,me and siang went to dora house...
can feel it..tat he reali tired....jz went home...pintu no close..v went to his room...and wake him out....he reali shock whn c us..haha.....
ok..whn all cm edi....go westlake...
=.='''''...no sunrise c.....bad luck...
BT....
gv us c 1 4giok papa...(bian sek long)whn v walk to the new park....
=.=''''...reali scared me.....
thn around 8a.m...all went bac prepared..thn go to da practical class....
feel slipi....so cant concentrate on wad miss. wong teach...dei sei....haha...
well i gonna fly~ bac home 2day...
reali thks to the assignment..
make me whole nite din slip..
jz after the class...all go bac home...
included me...
i slip until without noticed tat my tutorial is over edi....
arrgghhh.....11a.m++ slip until 4.30p.m...
cham...luckily....
i can rush for the bus and fly bac here....
Saturday 13-12-08
went to kl 2day....wit my mum and bro....brg him go mid valley shppoing..cz his birthday is cmnig around and v cnt celebrate wit him...so jz brg him go jlnjln.....7.30p.m cm bac tm and go leong kei eat blackblack mee....=.=''''' nowadays da uncle cook nt reali nice to eat edi.....dissapointed..aihZzz.....
jz after home...klin ask for yc...kk..around 11p.m...go out wit thm....at 1st i nt reali wan to go...hmm..nvm laa...lng time no c thm..go out chui sui wit thm...
klin seowseow and shan go out nia....
hehe...
v went to ec cafe 1st....bt thn the shop wan ' DA YANG ' lerrr..thn v change to 2nd station...
bluegarden..
walaoehh....henry cm bac edi and he wanna join us YEMCHA..!!!...make my heart feel uncomfortable...my hand kip shaking..sobZzzz..sei klin kip tease me...arrgghh...
long time no c him edi....he did change alot....feel tat no topic wanna tok to him...
feel weird whn he join us yc....
sori..henry....reali....mayb i edi biasa go out without seeing u ~~~~~~
gome~~~
yc until almos 2a.m onli go bac home.....hehe...
tiredtiredtired~~~~
p/s: during tat time rushing for our assignment feel vy tired..bt i do like tat feel..can work and enjoy wit thm...although v face many pro on our assignment..bt whn loks at their tired face...vy funny....i reali enjoy all da time wit thm...especially kai jun..reali cute...reali like him...@.@.....^^...
feel sori to thm...cz tis few days they kip bc rushing for our group assignment..while i cm bac to tm can relax awhile....thks..frens..v guys reali sayang me....muacks~~~~thks doraemon tat do trust and confident wit me...@.@.....
whn da time i stay in tm..reali miss u guys.....hmm...hope tat ....our frenship will mantain like tis....kawankawan ku~~~~
Monday, December 8, 2008
这一天的到来......
这一天的到来，让我们的心情都跌入谷底。
尤记得那一天（星期四），当我在为我那张考试纸拼命时，口袋里的电话不停的震动，心里顿时有不安的预感。
十四个未接电话。。这让我顿时吓呆了！加上妈妈告诉我已在学校门口等待我，让我不知是感到兴奋还是不安。
心里有说不禁的疑问。。。
一通电话，让这一切谜底都解答了。
爸爸拨电话给我，一个消息让我给吓呆了----婆婆去世了。
叔叔已在校门外等候我，而我必须立刻回去婆婆家。
这让我不知该如何是好，我不懂要如何告诉他们这一切，我不懂要给他们什么样的表情。。
我真的不知所措，我只知道，我要掩饰这一切！！
但泪水已不受控制流了下来。
对不起，我真的不乖，一点也不坚强。
谢谢你-----Jimmy,在我难过伤心时，把我抱进怀里。
谢谢你----子康，让我倚靠着你的背后，聆听你的慰问的‘道理’。
谢谢你--建豪，婆婆出事后，一直以来扶持我，安慰我，陪伴我。
对于你们的关怀，真的诚心诚意地向你们致谢。
我知道，我吓倒你们了----淑娟，慧妮，维霖，俊伟。
对不起，对不起，对不起！！我真的无法控制自己的情绪。
回去婆婆家的路途，真得很遥远。那时的我，真的很沮丧。但我知道，我必须掩饰自己。
我懂，我必须去面对这一切。
抵达婆婆家时，双脚变得很沉重，心里也感到十分的害怕。
不知该如何是好。
当来到婆婆的灵前时，眼泪已在眼睛里打滚。
这时姑婆拦着我，不让我进去，因为我身穿粉红衣。
而大姐却不停地帮我解释，毕竟我刚刚考完时就赶了过来。
这一扯，那一拉。对我来说以没有知觉了。
身为孙女的我，必须慢慢的跪着进。
换上了衣服后，便上前的烧香给婆婆，然后等待师傅念经，为婆婆祈祷。
我的眼泪不听使唤，一直不受控制的掉落下来。
幸好有你们的陪伴，
我的精神支柱们。。
建豪，建葳，阿祥，温柔的家俊，道理满满的子康。
谢谢你们的慰问，谢谢你们逗我开心。真的让我的心情好了起来。
对不起，我不能跟你们一起赶报告。真的感到万分的歉意。
宝俊，
谢谢你的慰问，我真的感到及惊讶又窝心，
谢谢你这几天都陪我聊聊天。让我感到并不孤单。
其实，你并不是不会表达自己，
对我而言，你的慰问已经是最好的表达。
Jimmy & 俊伟，
谢谢你们的祝福与安慰。
朋友们，谢谢你们的祝福与关怀，
让我增添了不少勇气去面对这一切一切。
这两天，
我们都不断地为婆婆超渡，
跟着师傅，
诚心诚意的念了两本经书。
希望婆婆真的能够在极乐世界得到安息。
第三天的到来，天空灰暗
出殡前，
全体人，聚集在婆婆棺木前，看婆婆最后一眼，
然后向婆婆致最后的敬礼。
大家光着脚，护送婆婆走完这最后一段路。
婆婆的离去，
让全部人都哭了，
爸爸哭了，
姑姑哭了，
姨婆哭了，
姑婆哭了，
姐姐哭了，
我也哭了，
到了第四天，抱着沉重的心情到火葬礼堂去领取婆婆的骨灰。
第一次，第一次看到这一切，
心里不禁的寒了一下下，
看见婆婆的骨灰，心里真的感到一阵阵的痛。
把婆婆的骨灰安放好后，我们就前往金龙寺，
把婆婆与爷爷的灵位放在一起。
‘南莫阿弥陀佛’
心理不断地跟着师傅念。
诚心诚意的希望婆婆能安息。
或许，这对婆婆而言，是一种解脱，
毕竟她也被恶病缠身了不久。
兄弟姐妹一起在婆婆面前发的誓愿，照顾二伯的重任，扛下这负担，
这也了了婆婆的遗愿。
希望婆婆能够安息，
也希望，婆婆与爷爷能够保佑
刘家所有人上上下下
平平安安，健健康康，快快乐乐。
尤记得那一天（星期四），当我在为我那张考试纸拼命时，口袋里的电话不停的震动，心里顿时有不安的预感。
十四个未接电话。。这让我顿时吓呆了！加上妈妈告诉我已在学校门口等待我，让我不知是感到兴奋还是不安。
心里有说不禁的疑问。。。
一通电话，让这一切谜底都解答了。
爸爸拨电话给我，一个消息让我给吓呆了----婆婆去世了。
叔叔已在校门外等候我，而我必须立刻回去婆婆家。
这让我不知该如何是好，我不懂要如何告诉他们这一切，我不懂要给他们什么样的表情。。
我真的不知所措，我只知道，我要掩饰这一切！！
但泪水已不受控制流了下来。
对不起，我真的不乖，一点也不坚强。
谢谢你-----Jimmy,在我难过伤心时，把我抱进怀里。
谢谢你----子康，让我倚靠着你的背后，聆听你的慰问的‘道理’。
谢谢你--建豪，婆婆出事后，一直以来扶持我，安慰我，陪伴我。
对于你们的关怀，真的诚心诚意地向你们致谢。
我知道，我吓倒你们了----淑娟，慧妮，维霖，俊伟。
对不起，对不起，对不起！！我真的无法控制自己的情绪。
回去婆婆家的路途，真得很遥远。那时的我，真的很沮丧。但我知道，我必须掩饰自己。
我懂，我必须去面对这一切。
抵达婆婆家时，双脚变得很沉重，心里也感到十分的害怕。
不知该如何是好。
当来到婆婆的灵前时，眼泪已在眼睛里打滚。
这时姑婆拦着我，不让我进去，因为我身穿粉红衣。
而大姐却不停地帮我解释，毕竟我刚刚考完时就赶了过来。
这一扯，那一拉。对我来说以没有知觉了。
身为孙女的我，必须慢慢的跪着进。
换上了衣服后，便上前的烧香给婆婆，然后等待师傅念经，为婆婆祈祷。
我的眼泪不听使唤，一直不受控制的掉落下来。
幸好有你们的陪伴，
我的精神支柱们。。
建豪，建葳，阿祥，温柔的家俊，道理满满的子康。
谢谢你们的慰问，谢谢你们逗我开心。真的让我的心情好了起来。
对不起，我不能跟你们一起赶报告。真的感到万分的歉意。
宝俊，
谢谢你的慰问，我真的感到及惊讶又窝心，
谢谢你这几天都陪我聊聊天。让我感到并不孤单。
其实，你并不是不会表达自己，
对我而言，你的慰问已经是最好的表达。
Jimmy & 俊伟，
谢谢你们的祝福与安慰。
朋友们，谢谢你们的祝福与关怀，
让我增添了不少勇气去面对这一切一切。
这两天，
我们都不断地为婆婆超渡，
跟着师傅，
诚心诚意的念了两本经书。
希望婆婆真的能够在极乐世界得到安息。
第三天的到来，天空灰暗
出殡前，
全体人，聚集在婆婆棺木前，看婆婆最后一眼，
然后向婆婆致最后的敬礼。
大家光着脚，护送婆婆走完这最后一段路。
婆婆的离去，
让全部人都哭了，
爸爸哭了，
姑姑哭了，
姨婆哭了，
姑婆哭了，
姐姐哭了，
我也哭了，
到了第四天，抱着沉重的心情到火葬礼堂去领取婆婆的骨灰。
第一次，第一次看到这一切，
心里不禁的寒了一下下，
看见婆婆的骨灰，心里真的感到一阵阵的痛。
把婆婆的骨灰安放好后，我们就前往金龙寺，
把婆婆与爷爷的灵位放在一起。
‘南莫阿弥陀佛’
心理不断地跟着师傅念。
诚心诚意的希望婆婆能安息。
或许，这对婆婆而言，是一种解脱，
毕竟她也被恶病缠身了不久。
兄弟姐妹一起在婆婆面前发的誓愿，照顾二伯的重任，扛下这负担，
这也了了婆婆的遗愿。
希望婆婆能够安息，
也希望，婆婆与爷爷能够保佑
刘家所有人上上下下
平平安安，健健康康，快快乐乐。
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Y me???
aihZzzz..ytd get a bad news...
2day 5.30p.m. gonna go meeting...
Mr.pek wanna c us...!!!!!
y i kena??sobZzzz....
seem they skip class more than me...
1 week oso jz c thm 1 or 2times nia...
hw cm is me????
i jz skip more writting for business class nia...thn kena edi...
nt fair at all!!!!!>.<...
feel tat reali paiseh..
all house ppl oso no kena..
jz me n damien..[wel..ppl hv no choice...low CGPA...so hv to go]
bt me...aihZzzz..i reali scare....
duno hw to face it...
hope wil nt kena bare...>.<....
2day 5.30p.m. gonna go meeting...
Mr.pek wanna c us...!!!!!
y i kena??sobZzzz....
seem they skip class more than me...
1 week oso jz c thm 1 or 2times nia...
hw cm is me????
i jz skip more writting for business class nia...thn kena edi...
nt fair at all!!!!!>.<...
feel tat reali paiseh..
all house ppl oso no kena..
jz me n damien..[wel..ppl hv no choice...low CGPA...so hv to go]
bt me...aihZzzz..i reali scare....
duno hw to face it...
hope wil nt kena bare...>.<....
Monday, December 1, 2008
GOD~~~~plsssss...
Went to visit popo jz nw...
in same hospital~~~sungai buloh thr...
same condition~~~stil nt yt awake....
1st time go visit her...
after da surgery..she bcm botak edi...
feel sakit hati whn saw her...
got a bigbig wound around her head....
doc jz use smthg like stapler....sewing her wound...
thn got many tube sambung her mouth body and othr part of body..
her pulse is quite weak...n her body is swollen..cz doc jz inject da vitamin n glucose for her....
i reali wori abt her...
MAY GOD BLESS HER....
all my relative included granma's sis and her youngest daughter oso cm bac visit her..except some of my cousin sis n bro tat still nt yt fly cm bac to Malaysia...1 of my aunti tat stil hving trip in China....
I reali dunlike those ppl[i mean my relative]tat oways say ' wel...nw oso cant do anythg...if she reali can awake mayb oso wil bcm coma~~nw can visit hw many times thn go hw many times....'...i knw..is a fact..n i gonna face it..bt thn..i dunlike thy oways tok abt tis..i knw v gonna hv XIN LI ZHUN BEI...bt i jz feel tat...our support towards her izzit would more important n usefull to her leh???izzit shuold let her feel tat wat v think positively n support her mentally although she stil nt yt awake...N i knw...popo can feel it..wat v toking abt....
i cant do anythg...i'm nt doc....as her grandaughter..i jz hope tat everythg wil b fine to her...n oso my family too!!...too many thgs happen edi..make my dad..uncle n aunti oso tired wit all tis...i knw mayb thr wil b a trouble after she awake....bt thn atleast thr wil b nt a sad n unhapi thgs happen around us...bcz chinese new year almos nearly....
HOPE granma wil b fine
LYT wil b fine
LSK wil b fine
all of my family wil b fine
all my fren wil b fine...
FINE!!!FINE!!!FINE!!!ENOUGH~~~~~
in same hospital~~~sungai buloh thr...
same condition~~~stil nt yt awake....
1st time go visit her...
after da surgery..she bcm botak edi...
feel sakit hati whn saw her...
got a bigbig wound around her head....
doc jz use smthg like stapler....sewing her wound...
thn got many tube sambung her mouth body and othr part of body..
her pulse is quite weak...n her body is swollen..cz doc jz inject da vitamin n glucose for her....
i reali wori abt her...
MAY GOD BLESS HER....
all my relative included granma's sis and her youngest daughter oso cm bac visit her..except some of my cousin sis n bro tat still nt yt fly cm bac to Malaysia...1 of my aunti tat stil hving trip in China....
I reali dunlike those ppl[i mean my relative]tat oways say ' wel...nw oso cant do anythg...if she reali can awake mayb oso wil bcm coma~~nw can visit hw many times thn go hw many times....'...i knw..is a fact..n i gonna face it..bt thn..i dunlike thy oways tok abt tis..i knw v gonna hv XIN LI ZHUN BEI...bt i jz feel tat...our support towards her izzit would more important n usefull to her leh???izzit shuold let her feel tat wat v think positively n support her mentally although she stil nt yt awake...N i knw...popo can feel it..wat v toking abt....
i cant do anythg...i'm nt doc....as her grandaughter..i jz hope tat everythg wil b fine to her...n oso my family too!!...too many thgs happen edi..make my dad..uncle n aunti oso tired wit all tis...i knw mayb thr wil b a trouble after she awake....bt thn atleast thr wil b nt a sad n unhapi thgs happen around us...bcz chinese new year almos nearly....
HOPE granma wil b fine
LYT wil b fine
LSK wil b fine
all of my family wil b fine
all my fren wil b fine...
FINE!!!FINE!!!FINE!!!ENOUGH~~~~~
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