有话想说。。。

我只想说，
部落格对我而言
是个舒解，发泄，分享和方便的地方。

也许，
是每个人的看法及定义不同吧~
有的人认为，部落格就应该对外开放，
既然选择了部落格，所有的喜怒哀乐，忧伤悲喜，别人都有权力去挖掘，去知道
但，
这对我来说，难免有一点过分~
部落格~ 是一个地方让我可以
发泄我的不忿，悲伤的心情
舒解平时所面对种种的压力
分享一些生活上的琐事，开心事，38事的好地方。

至于，主人家我不想对外公开，也是有我自己的原因~
我不告诉全世界，是因为我不想让他们知道，原来我也有这么脆弱，笨拙，伤心的一面~
我只想在你们面前维持我那叽喳，38，开心的样子。
为何不成全我？
为什么非得搞得我这么难堪？

现在，我别无他想，也没权利去想
我只希望，看了我的贴的人不要每天放在嘴边，
一味去奚落我，嘲笑我~

大家到我部落格做客，到访，

~我无刃欢迎~

如果看了贴想回帖~不妨可以大大方方的回我。^^

annual meeting + interview for css activity

26/06/09
hving music club annual meeting on tis day....and all the commitee are busy prepare for the meeting...as i knw...choon lin and yen didn't slip well b4 tat day..so thy hv came late for the english class...XD~~~ pity yen...he damn shem fu....>.<...kelian kelian...
the am start at 4.30p.m...and thy felt hapi tat thr r 60+ ppl attended to the meeting...[cz many ppl had call sabrina and said that cant attend to tat meetinng..] the meeting start wit a ice breaking and games...lol...the to mc reali lame...act daib b4 the ice breaking section start....XD~
[sad....didn't record it down]...
aftertat..v had devide into 5 group...so lucky tat i same group wit elvis and xin chi~~~ othrs all didi mei mei lai de =.='''reali kena zha dao...
during the games section...=_______=''' bad thgs happen on me..arrgghh!!! i gonna go out sing infrnt of so many ppl...paiseh dao~~~ n at tat time..i did felt nervous...hand kip shaving...lol..hw amny years tat i din sing on the stage edi..i wonder...arrgghh..bo ban huat..who ask me get the present whn the music stp..so hv to folow the instruction~~ arrgghh.. sing mai sing lerr..
p/s: i knw i sing nt tat gd....and is nt my wish to make sound pollution oso...T___T

after the games section....thy hv brief us some activity on cming days....and i hv take part in musical prom nite and utar idol committee ONLI laa...XD~~~~

well...anyway...congrats to suven...yen...sabrina..choon lin..grace..eric...xiao tong...ah bei thm...xinku lerr..n WELL DONE~ guys!!!!

27/06/09

下乡服务计划

8.30早上，搭巴士到pd block 报道~
怎知，一到那就看见suven他们，神情严肃~ 好恐怖
都来不及问他们，自己就要进去interview lerr~~~~
一进去，就看见两个senior在等候着，
脸带笑容，双脚合拢坐着~~ 标准！
一开始，就要我自我介绍~ 然后就很严肃的考我
下乡的宗旨是什么？
下乡是个怎样的活动？说具体一点~
你认为你可以胜任哪一个职位？
天啊~ 我都被这一些些的问题考倒了~
我~我~我，根本像口吃那样，勉勉强强回答完他们这些问题~
真是涅一把冷汗。
原以为可以过关了，那知~ 由考我有关下乡活动的问题
如果发生某某事情你会怎样？？如果你是团长，谁谁谁不合作你会怎样？？
哈哈~本人对于这些常都会有些幻想，所以自信满满的回答了这些问题。

闯了一关，接一关~
现在，即兴表演
ohno~ 什么的没准备好，
就随口说了，我只想到唱歌。
哪知~ 他却说：好，把门打开，站在门口大声地唱出来~
当时的我，真的吓呆了，无论我向他恳求多少次~他都不理会
心里顿时感到很委屈。
没办法，只好告诉自己：加油！刘雁慈，你一定行！！
二话不说，就大声地唱出来。
幸好，评语不差~ 给了我一句：舞台经验不错~
fuiii~~~
过后，临走前，检查了我的衣着
utar 衣
无花纹jean裤
黑色裤带
白鞋白袜
耳环没带
指甲剪了
头发整齐~ 不过得染回黑色 T_______T

ALL PASS~!!!
就这样结束了第一次面试~
回家还得等通知~

p/s: 哈哈，当天晚上，就收到了，第二次面试将在7月4日后~~~ 得做好准备了~！！^^

siiao

LOl... i m siiao~ING nw..reali..
wake up at 4a.m 2day....cz ytd i fall aslip at around 9.30p.m smthg~~~
smmore i jz finish hving my dinner at tat time...
felt vy tired after taking bath~~~ cz whole afternoon bc~ing at outside....my class end at 2p.m bt thn i reach home at 7p.m...=.='''
went to mamak stall>>>campus [for assignment discussion]>>> cold storage [buy cake for mun yi]>>>bus stp[waiting for bus + acompany sunny oso]...i almos chan sai after reach home...
langsung xada mood wan ply com edi..
sorry fren..tat i din update the new pics and our gossip news.... too tired edi..paisehpaiseh~~~

thn at around 3.30a.m smthg..i wake up...0.0....suddenly feel tat my stomach vy full...siiao =.='''
thn i force my self to slip bac..bt thn fail..T______T..so i decided to wake up...
wad i do??? open the laptop....thn ppstream~~~ watch movie...ngekkngekk~~
watch until 7.a.m...go take bath...preparing go to class....
around 7.30a.m..rush to bus stp...jz reach the campus...i quickly rush to pc110...bt thn i feel vy weird...hw cm the classroom no ppl...+ the light didn't switch on...
thn i check bac my timetable~~~ =.='''' ruparupa...

my class is at 9a.m!!!!!!! arrggghhh~~~ geramnya...

nw I M SITTING IN THE COMPUTER LAB... started feel slipi edi....hw ya..T________T..class goin to start soon...

aihZzzzz..nex time dunwan go to bed so early.....reali siiao liao ..>.<.!

hometown~ing

currently at hometown..jz cm bac frm PJ ytd....
thks for concern me ..frens....i getting BETTER nw....
can jln...can tok loudly...can slip wel...can pangsai...no vomit...no fewer edi...
热气 BYEBYE!!!~~~ xD
bt i hv no appettide to eat..aihZzzz.....kelianT________T!!~
n sorry for those ppl that CURSING me oways....nehneh..i din kena H1N1....LUCKY!!!~~~
SIMON and those tm kia!!!! dun feel dissapointed ya..haha..

hmmm...i damn miss KFC during the time i at Pj...
so cm bac here...1st thg to do is...make an appointment wit shan!!!! of cz.....
go curicuri eat kfc..although still got abit '热气'...

oHHH!!!! kfc.....vy nice....damn MISS 'u'~~~ hw cm nvr c 'u' in pj de....T___________T!!!

another thgs to do is~~~meet up my siiao fren....arrgghh...thy all no tong qing xin..all wan ge li wit me...ding~~~
v went to kfc and ec cafe yc jz nw....hahaaa...yet got abit dissapointed tat nt all oso got cm out for the yc section....jz few go out onli...aihZzzz....nvm ..suen laa..still got chance de..XD
our TAITAI jie cming bac on 23rd jun....tat 8po vy jin gak de...dunwan cm bac early...=___=...ppl all waiting for her...

tm reali a nice place...for me to take a rest...i started dunlike PJ....i hate rushing for time...bus and those FU*knig assignment~~~ make me headache...smmore the weather...is kanasai...got jerebu...manyak serious tim~! reali hope everyday can stay at tm....eat mum's food...go kfc often...hahaha...tats is my wish oways~

monday goin bac to Pj lerr...nex week gonna b my busy week AGAIN!!!! reali hate it =___='''...

p/s: i will try to psycho myself to fall in love to food again~~cz sm1 promise will belanja me eat..haha..i waiting for him to cm PJ find me....will he do tat???? hahaha....

不要生病！！！H1N1远离我~~！！

前天，刚从飞机上下机，就已经感到身体的不适。整个人浮浮的，好晕~
从机场赶车赶回pj，再加上，碰到建豪他们搬家，就顺个口帮忙他们。
其实我知道，自己的身体已经很不舒服，但却硬要死撑下去，但最后差不多搬完时，我已经忍不住了。道别了他们就回到家里的厕所，呕 + 拉肚子。
天呀~~~ 这一呕，就已经把我给打败了。
四个字形容：浑身没力~
真的很辛苦。
当时的我，真的感到很害怕，害怕会感染到病菌。再加上朋友们的一言一语，就什么都不想，也不想出去吃晚饭了，直接躲进被窝里。
姐打包了粥给我，我根本没把那包‘粥’放在眼里，筢了两口，就回到房里，打了电话给妈妈，向她哭诉~
过后，表姐就来接我去看医生，一生只开了我退烧药，止呕止痛药。只样一看，四十皮飞了~~~
我还笨到，医生说给我mc，我尽然reject了他~~~ 他妈的，应该是发烧过渡了。嘻嘻，太想念我的classmate了呗~

晚上，穿了三件衣服，两条裤子，尽然没流汗！！！！乍到~ 唉 to 亲爱的热气：你们多在我身体里面干吗？外面的世界不是很美吗？为什么到现在都不敢愿出来呢~~~ 啊，我求求你们吧~~！！

今天看了报纸，我国尽然有23个人kena了~~~ smmore is local [means kat kl laa]DANGEROUSIIIII NW~~~make me more scare lerr...T_________T cz till nw i still hv abit fewer~~~ ding....org pun peningpening.. smmore cant go many ppl place and eat too full...kanasai~~~arrgggghh...duno y..jz after cm bac frm macau..i macam anti food lerr..everytime c food oso feel wan vomit...sobZzzzz...FOOD IS MY HENG CUI lai de maa...mana boleh macam ni~~~arrgghh!!!!

p/s: DUN CURSE ME AGAIN!!!! I WON KENA H1N1 DE.... DUNDUNDUN CURSE ME..WARNING U ALL AR... T________T..I VY CHAM EDI..SOBZZZZzz

anyway...i will post pics and latest news soon~~~ nw org blurr~ing...tulis apa pun blur...aihZzzzz

受够了的干扰~

别在折磨我了。
够了，真的够了~~
你知道我有多难受吗？？？

如果，那是真相~ 就大声说出来！！
不要再搞什么神秘感，
我会接受~真的
如果那是事实，我会学着去面对~~
学着放开你~

如果，只是普通朋友~
就停止那一举一动！！！
别再伤害我了~

*一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

更新部落格

好久都没更新部落格~~~ paiseh laa....最近都比较忙。

7/06/09
下午,baby 和tyng陪我去了1u找维霖~ 在那边逛两逛就会去17了~
然后，晚上到seow那边吃肉骨茶~ 与一些傻朋友共享了晚餐~seow..ngee.. henry..bc..
吃完了，就到附近的糖水铺去坐坐~ SNOW FLAKE




BEEPING UFO~ 当食物准备好了时，它就会振然后就可以去拿了~！


由于吃饱了，就只ORDER两碗~~~ 很好吃



aiya~~~少了一个傻佬~！

~大家不妨也去试吃~