AFTER cs paper~~

after exam...straight away go slip until 8pm..walaowalao ehhh~~apa hal ni...
i think i will goin to die soon...sobZzzzz....y i say so...
COMPUTER STUDIES WHOLE PAPER LANGSUNG XTAU BUAT......apa boleh buat..jz pray to da god...>.<
reali feel dissapointed to tis paper....scare wil resit...bt i think mos % gonna resit..sobZzzz..xmau!!!guan yin ma...bobi !!!
suan edi...dun think...arrgghhh...3subjek to go nia..GAMBATEH LYT!!!!u can do it....hmmhmm!!..
btw..T.T...miss mama and hometown so much...huhu....
as usual....heart nt feeling well....duno wanna say lucky or wat....jz go on to da bus...straight away c him inside...wat shld i do...sit bside him???sit far away frm him..???
yaya..correct..i choose to excape him..sit far away frm him....feel tat i'm so stupid!!!y dun act nth
n sit bside him....tok to him...arrrggghhh..
i feel nervous whn go down frm da bus...mayb he had seen me..so he walk bac home like wind...n i oso feel more comfortable....duno y...heheeeeee...
2day planning: go eat wit fren thn celebrate mooncake festival...bt thks for those dota kaki....cancel edi...=.='''
i stil rmb...i asked u b4 to celebrate 2gether wit me....bt u straight away reject me....i reali feel hurt whn i saw u go out wit fren n go to westlake ply candles....>.<...(u won knw hw much i pain..)
i asked myself 1 ques jz nw...if v din quarrel...same time...same bus...same place...wil da same thg wil goin to happen???i think won.....u sure wil crazy wit me...
c....5.30a.m again....i jz finish watching few ep of movie....cant slip....
aihZzzzz....i feel tired edi...reali....y i wanna k so much...y i wanna hurt myself oways...jz cz of u ....so many yyyyy appear in my mind...i mis him...reali...mis las time tat oways tease me de him....i reali hope tat 'him' wil cm bac by myside...thn enf for me..>.<
honestly..i reali scare v wil bcm like er jie n xiao may....i reali scare.....n i dun wish tat wil happen btw us....whn u onli will~ing tok to me like las time...
i wonder....msn sms wit me tat kanasai funny person...is tat u ....????
i wonder...whn v will can like las time.....???
lyt no longer like lyt....lyt hv hilang her soul.....whn u wanna return to her.....>.<..feel wanna cry..can i???shem fu~~~~