Zd YT~~~~~

wel....jz cm bac frm yc wit frens~~~2day is las gathering in tis hari raya holiday~~~bt like sai macam!!!
9 ppl go out~~~~all sit separatelly~~~~ding....
reali beh song....
went to ec cafe yc jz nw....saw yong jie...lng time din c edi~~~~hw r u ???fine???....cincai la~~
aftertis~~~5 of us go second round~~~klin me wailam damien n yang~~
v go blue.....until 1.35a.m onli bac~~~~
y wil bcm like tat~~~lets start da story~~
at 1st..v gather at klin thr...thn v plan go to slim river cz tat so po din go b4~~~
bt thn thks for those boys~~~tat vy gu hon use their petrol~~~[guna air la!!!!]
thn v plan jz go yc..mana tau...gonna tunggu lagi..siapa tu???our seowseow n chun~~~
9pm yc wait until almos 10pm...
thy kip bising~~apa boleh buat..thy oso nt yt reach~~~reali bo nao ppl~~~=.='''
thn after seow cm...v go ec cafe....act bodoh nia go thr~~~~9 ppl...4 ppl go sit othr table...5 sit 2gether...of cz i m da 1 among 5 ppl~~~
yc until like oso bo meaning liao~~~better change place~~~blue~~
thn onli thy realize tat v gone edi~~~kip call us~~~
chui ar...dunwan answer ar...dunwan reply ar...who ask u guys sit so far~~lo diu!!!!
duno wanna say thm too clever edi or stupid~~~wat time edi..stil wil think ppl go slim river sembahyang~~~duno which ben dan idea~~~
ppl jz sit at blue while thy rushing to slim river....babi otak!!!wel...waitwaitwait..duno wait liao hw many hundred hrs oso din c 4 stupid ben dan boy cm~~~
ding~~~1 day gathering thn jz end like tis~~~~** betul~~
feel tat i reali zd 2day~~~~arggghhh~~jz nw belanja thm whn at ec cafe...RM 44.70~~~
byebye~~`my $$$$$..gonna han han sei tis month~~~if nt reali kena~~~
[belanja liao no ppl cm n say thks to me..shem tm dao~~~]aihZzzzzz.....
i reali duno wat da rubbish i ritting nw~~~damn nt in gd mood nw~~~
actuali~~~wat u guys doin nw i oso knw~~~i jz act nth dunwan ask much~~~~
arrggghhh~~~smtimes think tat..y i wanna so stupid...organise tis organise tat whn al of u cm bac~~~
feel tat no matter hw i do da bes for u guys..no 1 wil appreciate it~~jz wil think tat it is my responsibility to do so~~~ding!~~~~tot i m u guys ah 4 meh~~~i nt born to serve u guys~~~tam u guys hapi....
y everytime i oso willing wanna do these stupid thgs????jz wasting my hp money..wasting my time tat i wit my famili~~~
yyyyy???!!!!!!
nt cz i wanna shw hw i pro in organnise~~~~i jz hope everyppl cm bac..oso hv gd memory~~~n wil nt break our frenship easily~~~~i jz hope every oso kip contact to eact othr~~~jz tat all~~~
bt thn..wat i get everytime..if tis late tat dunwan cm..n blablabla....wil get scold frm u guys~~~pijak n ejek frm u guys~~~
i reali tired to do so edi~~~for u guys~~~no nid think more on lyt feeling~~~cz she wil nt mind...n no nid gv her so much face~~~
bt thn..can sm1 plsplspls~~~at least 1 time....can stop awhile....listen to my heart...n understand wat i wan actuali~~~
i oso a human being~~~i got feeling de....ppl 1 word angry or beh song~~~u guys like sembahyang....tam him/her hapi~~~start scare liao~~~
bt thn if change to LYT...choi lei dou so~~~
izzit tis is call fren???i wonder~~~~
i edi hurting seriously nw~~bt thn y still wan cm here n hurt me~~~add so much salt n lemon on my shang kou~~~sakit u tau X???~~~
honestly to say tat~~~i reali tired to do so```n nt willnig to do tis edi`~~~
tired..reali tired~~~
no matter hw u do da bes~~~no ppl wil appreciate it~~~bbq..steamboot..wan preapre thgs~~~preapre urself~~~[ORGANISER MA!!!]i jz hope everytime gathering oso can brg hapi n sweet memory to u guys~~~i reali hope 1 day wil hv 1 ppl understand~~~
feel tat i vy lonely nw~~~no ppl wil k of me n think of my feeling~~~
i reali jeolous u ~~~u reali xin fu~~dun ask y ...i can feel it~~~~
i jz wish can go to 1 place tat nobody wil knw~~~
我只是戴着面具站在角落的小丑..................
p/s: nt reali in gd mood 2day...if got anythg dek zui~~soli~~~~reali sori~~~
lok at da clock nw..3.15a.m....midnight again~~~cant slip~~~
SUFFERSUFERRING ME~~~~