有很多话想说，但却表达不出
我不想再憋着了!!!
这么久以来
我很庆幸因为可以认识到你们
你们真的很不同，跟你们在一起的日子，真的很开心
但这一切，都已是过去式了。
感觉上，我们的距离越来越远，我不求我们能再像以前一样，粘在一起
但，家人的定义在你们的眼里是什么？
到头来我得到的是什么？？
时偶尔想起你时就找你聊聊天说‘我想你吗’？？
没事的时候就把你给忘了抛在后头吗？
L君
你说过我们是一家人，你爱我们
但，我只想对你说
对不起，我感受不到你的爱
对于你的一切，
老实说，不想隐瞒你
我对你很失望~！ 是彻底的失望
你的承诺，
只想说谢谢你带给我很多希望与快乐
但到头来，我得到的？？
是失望！
我敢再有遐想，对于你现在所说的一切
我不会怎么去在乎，因为我害怕，哪怕是我懦弱也好
我不想再被你的这些受到伤害
我不想再为你而掉泪
好不容易，在朋友的鼓励下
站了起来。我不想再有第二次~
哥哥这个字,在现在的你是找不到这个影子
有人曾告诉过我
这是你的本性，你没变过
就或许吧~
或许我就真的不怎么认识你，了解你
但，我怀念以前下乡时的你
好怀念那个顽皮的哥哥
相对于现在的你，我感到很陌生
不想与你多说什么话
老实说，我讨厌现在的你！
你总是在伤害我们，尤其是对她
就或许你不认同她对于你的关怀方式
但，她是多么的在乎你
你懂吗！？
你的话你的承诺她都会看得很重，
但每一次，每一次！
开心的期待；到头来换来的都是失望！！
你能停止你那所作所为吗？
她，没有我那么幸运
不开心时，总有朋友开导我，安慰我
请你~~！！ 不要再一味的伤害我们！！
你的道歉，我已经不在乎了！看了也厌倦了！！
一句话〉〉没意思！！
每次都说，你懂你的道歉是无补于事。
既然你懂，为什么就不能实际一点~ 表现你的诚恳的歉意！！
不要说别人没把你放在眼里
是你自找的
人家关心你时
总是摆出一些莫不在乎的样子
难道一家人，就不是这样关心对方的吗？
也许我愚蠢，不懂你所谓的‘家人’是怎样
对于你，我无言*
或许有女朋友就大过天~ 那，你就慢慢享受你现在的时光
我不犯你；请你也不要来犯我
H君
你知道吗？
看了你昨天upload的新照片
我无法入眠
我很沮丧，为什么你也一样的像他那样的对我
你答应过我，每一次出去，都会预我们
但，一次又一次的期待
你都把我们给遗忘，
当我问你时，你总是敷衍的回答我。
是因为我们不是你的gang吗？？
而为什么我们出去又得让你们知道。
为什么那么的不公平！
我不晓得~
就像我说的：
累了，不想再难过了~或许太在乎你们*也不是件好事~~ 咱们各自过各自的生活吧~！
或许你们也有这么一个想法~
1 comment:
First thing first, I know in your mind of course will have few question marks that who am I?
A real person who care about you, doesn't need to show their identity, and my personality is such way that do not like to reveal myself.
"Tired, don't want to sad anymore, maye is to care about them, is not a good thingy"
Do you really think that way?
Well, I don't really think you're such a person like what you had said.
Friends, playing a very important in every's life.Including you and all your friends.
This second you may think so, but in later on, you still will care about them, am i right??
You may said no, that wrong, but you know yourself more than anyone else, you care your friend or not.
Happy do not have past, present or future tense.
If you want to be happy, every second you can be happy.
Distance between friend actually is very subjective, you think you're far from them, then you're.
But on the other hand, you feel you're close to them, then you're.
Even though a friend which is not always with you, but you still can maintain your distance, I know you will understand the point I actually mean.
L-kun meant by you, you hate him more than like him now??
As what you mention in your previously post, I could see that you care about that person.
Maybe is both of you can't understand each other or you haven't understand each other,
that why you have such thinking.
But, because of hurt from the other, you can become stronger and stronger.
Maybe what you can see all those are hurt, but think on other side, what they done even though is hurting you, but indirectly it help to make you become stronger and hence you can protect yourself from it.
Certain people, when you care about them, they will act like nothing, but as you already did your best, then tell yourself is ok already.
"Family", often use by nowadays teenagers, to describe their friendship is far until reach the level of family, but in between million and billion people, how many did really can do it?
I just can advise you don't think too much, don't let yourself sad,
must be stronger,
show that person you also can live happily.
Passbyer
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